how do you tell someone that you no longer care for them? even though they say they love you, you don't love them. thats my dilemma. actually shes right out of my life, which is good at the moment as there are plenty of other issues which need my attention without some bird from across the water pestering me. although, being from tasmania, just about everyone is from across the water somehow. haven't figured it out yet. been txting alot with shae, things happening, bad things, but i stick by her regardless. used up $40 worth of phone credit just being a good friend, which is what i strive to do, nothign more nothing less nothing extra intended. i fucking hate it when bad stuff happens to her, as theres very little i can do to prevent it, short of flying over there and beating some people up myself. hell what am i talking about, i don't go around beating people up, apart from self defence.

ok on a slightly different topic, wrote another song last night, well just the chorus actually but it still sounds good. thats the last post on my songwriting page. got my learn to drive license last week, as well as a car, althouhg it needs fixing up bad, a coat of paint and some decent bumper stickers.

back in elizabeth college theatre this week, working on twelfth night. fun to shine spotlights in peoples eyes and see them cower in disgust.

post more later