piece of shit. you remember max don't you? lazy ass motherfucker, literally. got kicked out of the house and on wednesday he came and moved his bed and a heap of stuff out, most of the stuff not belonging to him. fuck. he blew it big time. anyway i'm sitting here ripping bits out of myself, sort of my equivalent of cutting. there are these 'tabs' on my fingers and i'm slowly pulling them off. it hurts like fuck and its bleeding a bit but i don't care. currently eating m&m's. if you only have one left, you only have an m. the world is being a bitch and i don't care. fuck yas all