I fucking hate it. I fucking hate everything right now. i'm really tired and had to work yesterday, and asshole was managing and he gives me shit about absolutely everything, even when i try to be proactive and get more stock when we run out. Everytime i'd go into the freezer to get more stuff i'd come out coughing badly whcih isn't good, i don't knwo whether it was something in the air or jsut the temperature playing upon my lungs. I don't work again til thursday which is good cause asshole won't be managaing then i don't think. he needs to learn 'discipline as required - praise as necessary'. he doesn't fucking get that, and its going to be the only thing stopping him from reaching the top. sure he's a good manager, but he can be a real asshole at times as well. ruski said the same thing about him. and lucky just seems happy wherever. tucket can be a real asshole as well sometimes. most of the time actually.

feel like real shit right now. this probably won't post properly which means i'll have to write it again. anyway, listening to metallica, master of puppets, and surfing on livewire. also have the msn open *hint hint* but theres no one on there who will talk to me. i'm all alonee. fuck yous all, i'm going to hell and i'll see you there.

And todays video is metallica - welcome home (sanitarium). welcome to hell