i know nobody actually reads my page, but thats ok. its for me about me.

I love you so much laus. we were meant to be together. everytime you're feeling bad or down i get a really bad nausea and feel really very ill. then after we've talked it sort of goes away because i know talking makes you feel better. If i can't be there in person to make you feel better, i'm always around 24/hrs a day when you need to talk baby. i love you so so much and i want to spend the rest of my life with you. i realise you're not feeling too great right now, and people are getting you down but we can get through together. i would never lie to you or purposuly tell you something with the intention of deceiving you, i've done it to other people too many times in the past and i know how bad the situation can get because of it. i want to do the right thing by you and keep our relationship as happy as possible and full of good times, and when the times are bad we help each other through. i'd be a crap bf if i just left you hanging when you were feeling down. i'm shaking quite violently right now. not from the cold, i'm just really really tense cause i thought for a mmoment i'd lost you. i don't want to lose you baby, i want you for the rest of my life. i want to grow old with you and still be as madly in love with you in seventy years as i am now. i love you