You've always been told throughout school to just do your best. Well what happens in life if your best is not good enough? should i just go fuck myself up because my best can't compete with any of the other fuckers around here? Because i'll never be the best i may as well go crawl up in a corner and die, that'll show all those people who've laughed in my face and kicked my when i was down. i've onyl got one decent friend left. it doesn't fucking help that one of the few people i thought i had as a friend turned out to just be using me as her play thing and summer light entertainment.