tis my birthday a week tomorrow, june 12. i'm turning 19, and i don't fucking want to. i want to be 16 again, but without the fucked up-ness that i had then. gonna go get a haircut this afternoon. jenkins said he'd try and organise a pissup or something cause mother ain't gonna be here over the long weekend. supposed to be going to cadburys on friday but i'm working so fuck it i've been before anyway. maybe i'll just give thom like 50 and he'll go buy chocolate for me. although i could keep the 50 and buy drinkie stuff with it. msn'd with shae today as well, nice to hear from her again. got a letter from laura on friday and i posted replies to her and a fresh letter to shae today.letter to shae - 'letter to alan' cold chisel. train ofthought derailed. there are alot of stupid shits on livewire. 14 year olds whowant toknow whether touching a guy canget thempregnant. its ridiculous but thats the uneducated foryou. fuck thiskeyboard sucks.