we've been arguing alot today. i'm an asshole thats why. i so don't deserve to be with you, but i love you so much more every single day, regardless of what happesn. you make me the happiest i've ever been. i want to spend the rest of my life with you. so we argue a ltitle, happens in every relationship. its the ones that don't argue that should be wary. its healthy to let off a little steam occasionally. there are always far more good times than bad. i don't think i've ever had a bad time with you, or a time when i wasn't happy. well, one but you know all about that. hugs baby. i love you. so i'm sitting up waiting for you to call, its 1:16 am but i don't care. i don't have to do anything sunday anyway. i can sleep all day. i only wish it was you i was sleeping in next to. *sigh* i love you laura. you are my world and i can't wait till we;re together again on june 4th. wenever i'm down or in a bad mood, just hearing your voice picks me up. even the little recording of you on your voicemail does it. i believe we are meant to be together. we do argue sometimes, but we get each other through it and move on to the next day together. thats what couples are supposed to do. i'm always going to be there for you baby, even at 1:20 in the morning, or later. you are my world and i love my world.