:'( no one has sent me any emails recently and my inbox is feeling rather neglected. no one on the msn tonight either. although i shouldn't really be expecting anything, mots of them are seppos and its early mornign there are the moment. mrspaceace@hotmail.com learnt a new song today - rolling stones, stray cat blues. song about a threesome with two 16 year olds. the basics are a simple song but if you want to make it sound good, thats harder. i like the version chris cheney played when he and chrissie amphlet were on rockwiz. love that show. currently showing repeats but i don't care. i'm at home right now and this computer is running ridiculously slow. keeps freezing. tried to type something into word a little while ago and it took 25 minutes for word to unfreeze itself. stupid piece of shit. i swear as soon as i get a job and save some moeny i'm gonna buy mum a new computer and smash this one. maybe blow it up or something ;)

talkin' to this guy on livewire today, lukerules12, cause he was wanting to cut and i told him how the scars remain long after the depression has gone. i found out he'd had his heart broken by another LW friend of mine, astro (laura). we didn't go into detail. told him i knew exactly how he was feeling, with going through a relationship then having it end suddenly on him and being all confused and stuff and wanting to cut and go further.

Why did John Lennon get shot?

Yoko ducked.

You're sittin' in your seat
And then you stand and clutch your breast
Our music drives you wild along with the rest
You watch me singing this song
You see what my mouth can do
And you wish you were the one I was doing it to

And you watch me playin' guitar
And you feel what my fingers can do
And you wish you were the one I was doing it to
Well, listen

You've got great expectations
You've got great expectations

You're dying to be seen
And you wave and call my name
But in the day it seems that I'm a million miles away

You watch me beatin' my drum
And you know what my hands can do
And you wish you were the one I was doing it to
Well, listen

You've got great expectations
You've got great expectations
You've got great expectations

Then you feels these eyes from the stage
And you see me staring at you
And you hear between the lines, my voice is calling to you
Well, listen

You've got great expectations
You've got great expectations
You've got great expectations, do you want to play the role
You've got great expectations, you'd even sell me your soul
You've got great expectations
You've got great expectations
You've got great expectations, do you want to play the role
You've got great expectations, you'd even sell me your soul
You've got great expectations, as long as you can play the role
You've got great expectations

i think it worked. yesterday shae and elli were helping me figure out how to write a cover letter, which i posted last night, and today i've got a trial at a fish and chips shop tomorrow 4pm. i have to drop out of the radio shift that i've been given at that time though, supposed to be on air 4-7 tomorrow night but can't now cause thats when i'll be making f&c's. yay.

apparently aerosmith have a new album coming out early next year. still winning on the ace frehley Tshirt and i bought the aerosmith greatest hits CD today. a fuckin' bargain $10 when it'd cost me $25 in sanity. i know most of the songs on it, i just wanted the CD for mama kin, which i don't have aversion of yet but am trying to learn. already know the bulk of the song, but not the solo or little fills and stuff. oooh, yesterday i got the tab to black diamond (KISS 1974) and the solo is so easy you just have to fiddle around the right note and it'll sound alright.

stuck 'parties over' lyrics on ultimate-guitar.com to be rated and none of hte fuckers have bothered ot look at it. same with those wankers on livewire, i post and they don't comment. bitch. I'll show them!! *mega evil laugh*

I want an acoustic guitar of my own so i can go busking whenever i want. its sad i know. maybe if i get this f&c job then i can save enough to buy an acoustic guitar. actually, what i really want is a new electric guitar and a decent amplifier. i've got my eye on an ESP, it looks like a black les paul, that sort of shape, but it costs around $500 and its got 24 frets so i can play METALLICA!!!!!!!!

Not many people have been online today, not many who want to talk to me anyway. my conversations always seem to end up nowhere and dead. :'(

Oh well, such is life