i (L) U laus

i hate living here. i'd rather be in perth right now where laus is. i love you, nobody means as much to me as you do, and nobody ever will. i'm sorry for letting you down and makign you feel bad, you know i wouldn't ever do it on purpose but sometimes i just open my mouth and say things i don't want to say or thigns that hurt. i don't mean to hurt you, ever. i'm coming over early. i can't wait to get away from work. i can survive on $2000 for a little while, especially if i hit the ground running with working and hosue hunting. i could have my arms around you right now looking into your eyes and telling you how much i love you. but right now all i can do is tell you, we can't see each other face to face and smell and taste one another. it'll be ok baby. i love you

chinese democracy

currently downloading some more leaks: prostitue, this i love, no love remains. if these are anything like the other stuff i've downloaded, peoples heads will explode.

i'm loneyl and bored. got an hour an a half to kill before i can phone laus. i miss you baby. i know its only 35 days tomorrow but thats such a long time to be apart from you. whats the matter baby? you can talk to me about anything. i love you. need a hug right now.

re: hot for teacher

I've got the intro down pat, next time i'm home alone with my guitar turned up i''ll make a video and post it.

I love you laura. you are so special to me, you're my princess, my baby and my world.

i'm currently watching 'supersize me' i feel so fat. i've eaten not much today, but the last thing i've eaten today was 2 cheese and salami toasted sandwiches, and i just wanna go throw it up now, or drink a heap of water. today i've eaten 2 glasses of orange juice (breakfast) a steak pie and a blueberry housecake (lunch) and chicken and rice and the sandwiches for dinner.