I think the term 'embarrassingly stoned' is the correct word to describe me right now. fuck i haven't had any but take a look at those photos taken last night and i look completely wasted and my head feels like its about to explode. listening to kiss and metallcia again today. feel like shit agian. wrote lyrics to new song - mr. happy. on my lyrics page. wrote another one on the same bus trip called 'tonight shes gonna loose it' after i seen 2 15 yearolds making out in the park and she was gettin a little damp.

Photos

Took a shitload of new photos this afternoon, since i got my digital camera back. For the time being they're all in my LW image basket, except for the one in which i look most wasted, which i used as my new photo ID on here. So I've got new photos of around the house and my pets and me. I never realised how horribly wasted I actually look. I never noticed the huge bags under my eyes, and the huge dark patches on my face as well. No wonder nobody will hire me.

Edit: i may as well post them here anyway.

The Who 1988 MTV Who's Back Interview

Update of page

IF you look carefully you'll notice a few minor changes to have occured recently. The blackground is all black, the text is white and the whole thing is wider. couldn't figure out how to get the top border going any wider though. Also added flames to the top and bottom of the page. Have fun and happy birthday JESS

Materials:
Balloon
Gas Can with nozzle narrow enough for the balloon to fit over (not completely full, but at least 1/4 full)
Post-It or paper and tape
Step 1: shake the gas around in the can lightly.
Step 2: extend the nozzle and put the balloon over the nozzle
Step 3: without inhaling any gas or vapors, blow into the other nozzle that lets air in when gas is pouring.
Step 4: Once you have blown enough gas vapor into the balloon so that it is full, take off the balloon and tie it off.
Step 5: Put the post it on the balloon or tape the paper to the balloon so that there are a couple inches left hanging away from the balloon.
Step 6: Light a corner of the paper and back up about 10 feet.
As soon as the fire melts the balloon, the gas vapors will escape, then ignite on the fire. There will be a fireball ranging from 1 to 3 feet in diameter. The explosion is harmless unless you are within a few feet then you may get burned. There is no force from the explosion, just a small wave of air and heat.

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Sunday 17th September 2006.

Mood right now is pathetic, down, shitty, agrivated. Still have my migrane from a few days ago. Feel like absolute shit. Had the house to myself for last few days. Nothing much happened cause i'm such a piece of shit i don't know how to enjoy myself. I want to die right now. There is nothing left for me to hang around for, i'll write a long letter so if my ship does sail past they'll find it and realise they were too late and kill themselves as well. Listening to guns n' roses and metallica again. Learnt fade to black today, so i can put all my misery into playing instead of puking it out on here. there's something seriously wrong and theres no one able to save me now. I'll curl up and die, once i'm alone again. Then maybe i can jam with some decent musicians, like bon and john lennon and freddie. cause the ones down here suck. oh, and happy birthday

I didn't write these, but sstill...

When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain

Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time...on my
own Sometimes I need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain, ohhh yeahhh
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain

Cruel Sea Song I like

Heard it on the radio today...

Well you can't sleep in my bed no more
You can't a-ride in my car
I won't let you cook for me baby
It's never gonna get that far
I'm gonna send you back to wherever
The hell it was you came
And then I'm gonna get this tattoo
Changed to another girl's name

(Chorus)
Oooh it ain't no fun no more
I don't know what to say
The honeymoon is over
It's never gonna be that way again

Well you can't biro my shirts no more
You can't a-make a-love to me
I won't roll by your church no more
That's the way it's gonna be
Should have left you baby
Back in that last town
Cos the kind of fool you made me feel
I'll never live it down

(Repeat Chorus)

A ma-ma-ma ... (x2)

(Repeat Verse 1 and Chorus x2